Chat is showing me (Gmail chat) in my sidebar and notifying me every time I go online/offline

The chat sidebar is showing me as one of my chat contacts in my Gmail account and is notifying me with a popup every time I go online/offline. I tried deleting myself in the chat sidebar but nothing happened. I tried going to google.com/contacts and could not find myself as a contact. I’m only using one chat account with eM Client and it’s a Gmail account.